go home~~

im suppose to go home yesterday or today but what to do, i have to finish my work. its take more time than i expected, ouch! i want to see my new born niece at home, never see her yet after her born. just now my sister told that she will go back to her home with her husband this sunday. oh no i cant see them.. and this saturday they will have majlis cukur jambul for my niece..i want to be there too.

lately i've done something that makes me shame of myself. its right that people said thats its better if we just keep quiet. through this time im always keep quiet but when i speak up, they think that im a childish for that issue. im just feel unfair and i really dont care if i cant sit together with my close frenz. really dont care. but they think im not profesional. why dont they also being profesional to accept any objection and criticism and answer it with all the reasons so that the others can understand the situation. im really didnt mean to blame anyone. just to speak up. and im sorry if its not the right way. they said that we should be profesional for being a future manager but cant we realize that one day when we become a manager there will be more challenges that bigger than this. there are more various types of human's habit. more criticism that ~laser~pedas~menyakitkn hati~tak masuk akal~...theres more than that..

its a shame for me to react like that, im sorry, i should not object the decision that have been made. its my fault. if i could turn the previous time, i couldnt say that..but what to do terlaju perahu boleh diundur terlajak kata boleh ke undur lagi? and its a shame for me to face them.

its a compliment for those who work hard to make the event smooth and the best. congrats to all.